Hi dear self. This is a letter to you. If you were ever to read this, have no regrets in everything you did nor chose. Everything happens for a reason. Allah is the best planner, afterall. Always, always have faith in Him. He who created you in the first place, He who always there for you whenever you felt that the world came crushing down - Allah is Great.
You're officially 19 now. One step to adulthood. Embrace it with grace.
You're not alone.
Happy very very belated birthday.